The top of a pile of three books in my to-do pile, as I have been putting off writing this knowing I’d have to talk about Duncan, my dear, dear friend who suddenly passed away last week. I'm still devastated, in shock and not functioning normally - and the same is true for Helen. I sat down and wrote out as many happy memories of Duncan as I could, meaning to share them with Louise and Alex, hoping they can take some solace from them. I haven't broken down crying for a few hours, but there'll be a lot more grieving to come. Of course, what i feel is nothing comparted to the loss his family have, but this is my chance to be selfish and talk about how I feel - the hole in my heart, the sadness that I didn't spend enough time with him in recent years, the horrific realisation that I will never speak to him again.
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